I'm so freaking tired... But anw, today i really did enjoy myself...
Managed to buy quite alot of things that i have longed to buy since idk when man!
But now, i'm so broke... )): Pocket got one damn big hole! LOL!
Tmr or the day after, i still need to go buy jeans! hahaha!
Even worst... Another $100 gone... )):
Anw, Sat's plan is half set...
Sun's plan is not done...
Monday's plan is half set...
Tuesday's plan is half set...
Wed's plan is also half set...
Mon-wed all morning sch only! Hahaha...
But!!!! Mon after morning lessons emman coming to sch gym with me! Maybe raph too.... Or maybe nana too... Haha... Than maybe after that kicking SOCCER!!!! Tuesday maybe going gym again... Wed maybe going gym... LOL! Hahaha...
Thursday is FULLY SET!
Friday is also FULLY SET!
Sat is also FULLY SET!
Sun is half set!
One of the days during mon-wed most prob gonna watch movie... Anyone wanna come? you're gladly welcome... UNLESS! you are one of them! Than sorry no... Still thinking what movie to watch though... haha... okay... i g2g sleep... it's like 1.16am?!?! LOL! whole day up le... Time to nap nap nap... Nights everyone... Take care and God bless... ((:
I am starting to enjoy myself no matter what i do and i like it! ((:

Hey guys... Today had good time man! Gym was SHIOK! So was Cs... Haha...
Anyway, Monday had my 2.4km... Fking hell i failed to reach my target so badly... )): Oh well...
I got 11.45... but still a gold.. Anyway, i'm left with only pull ups and shuttle run... Shuttle run wont be a problem but pull ups might just be a problem... Monday monday... Haha... Cant wait to get it all over and done with... Anyway, i have been having some good times with emman and some of my classmates... Everyone's very friendly actually... With the sup sup and hand sign all when we meet each other... Haha.. Anw, I have lots of homework to do... BUT i am so lazy to do it... I rather copy someone's drawing cause i'm only better in that... )): Oh well... I sign up for a job which my course was selected out of dunno how many hundred courses and classes!!! DAMN LUCKY! 5people in my class will get choosen... And teacher said i sure get in... It's Something secret for now... Emman know's though... Haha... Money money money! We both should be joining a CCA tgt sometime soon and will be training hard for it... I hope he will be serious about it cause i think i will be VERY serious about it... Haha... I joined Fitness as my CCA already... But the points is so damn low... So i'm joining another CCA to make it much better! ((: Sch work has been really tough... My energy lev also has been very weak... So is my skin condition... Emman suggest that since i am having so many fking problems, i REALLY should go and see the doc... BUT! i got no money... )): My dad keep on dont want to give me... Haix... What to do? Thats his money... Wait till i earn my own money...
So to continue about how my life has been, Rather than those pain,sickness and countless problems, I feel that i really have nth missing in life anymore... I feel very good and i am very happy with life... I'm not really intending to get back in a relationship anytime soon i guess? or maybe not for the next few months/years... Depending on situation... Since i know that i have finally moved on, I dont seems to be day dreaming or being so emotional anymore... And i also dont see myself getting back into any relationship until idk when... Maybe few years like 5? Haha... Okie dokie... Goodbye one and ALL! ((: God bless! Enjoy what you can! Just like me... Even if you once lost what you think was the most important in your life, it doesn't mean that you wont be happy anymore... In fact if you really do try, you JUST might be more happy... LIKE ME! ((: Byeeee!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

Love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't.

Well well... So tired... Really had a long day today...
Morning woke up suppose to serve 9am but ended up got 6 servers than one late so 7...
so i attended 9am mass with emman... Didnt really pay attention cause of something that was a problem... Than after mass went down to canteen to help out and than home to change and prepare for soccer... Went back to church and help out and left around 12.40pm... Than went to hougang mall to eat and went to kick soccer... Seriously i expected us to win and trash them badly... But ended up cause of alot of mistakes and team spirit we ended up losing and kena trash... So yeah... Oh well... It was really a nice game i guess... Good experience... ((:
Okay thats about it... Goodbye everyone... Something just happened... Need to wait for my dad to sleep now!!!! REALLY NOW!!!! Goodbye...

Yes you will be gone and so will i... Eventually one fine day all of us will pass on...
Just came back not long ago... And it's already 1.11am... I need to go sleep now... Serving 9am mass tmr than have quite a long afternoon to go! Okay something's wrong with my tummy... Damn pain again... These few days i hardly can eat anything... Sometimes even one spoon of rice will make me full... And i guess i lost quite alot of weight cause my sch pants is quite loose now... Maybe i'm having gastric... But Aiya who gives a damn anyway? Hah... Thats one good thing... ((:
Okay i really g2g sleep already... I have just quite afew more things to get over with and i guess i'm done... ((: I can see the improvement and so can others... So yeah! Life's Good! Goodbye... ((:

It's Fk-ing boring i tell you... I dk how the hell did i end up waking up at 7.35... LOL!
maybe my mind is set that today has sch too... Anyway, Finally got off my bed around 9plus... And somehow time after that seems to be moving so slowly... OH MY! Idk how am i going to survive till night but ya... I will find something to do... Maybe i'll be going out soon to find something! ((: My plan for the week fail actually...
Monday i did went gym... But the napfa didnt had 2.4km... It's this coming monday... So yeah...
Tuesday had things on so didnt go gym... Wed wanted go but closed till monday cause of graduation... So yeah... Than today didnt go learn MMA cause erm idk why but i guess i just want to be a good boy bah... I know myself can already... And i have finally come to a point where i can say i've successfully managed to over come many things and let go off many things... And i'm glad with myself that i'm finally able to do it! YesSs! (((:
Okay thats about it... Later should be going to cut my hair... Or maybe i should keep it long...
See my mood later... ((: Goodbye everyone! Take care and God bless! YesSss!!! ((:

Just came back home not long ago...
Only came to blog about something actually...
Anyway, here's it... To those 3 bloody MF-ers!, Though you may not know who you are, but some people know which 3 person i would love best to say fuck off! To maybe 1/2 It may be Fuck off B*tch! But all 3 of you are female that i can tell you...
And each and everyone of you 3 know just what the fuck did you did... So just Fuck off k?
Dont make me fucking screw you than you happy... If i decide to take it and not make much noise, Than just shut the fuck up... Even if i do make noise, you have no fucking right to say a damn word... because you have no right to!
Anyway, today was a damn tiring day... And i guess i did enjoy myself outside... I'm starting to like enjoy life i guess? I dont need to endure much about anything, I have alot more money now to spend and life's good? Hah! ((: Anw, i really need to buy a jacket soon... I know my own body...
And last night somehow i think i was in so much pain till i fell asleep... Lucky didnt die cause i havent spend finished my money yet... Hahaha... This morning woke up alot of the bops on my hand, leg and neck were gone... just left one lump on my hand... and alot of tiny mini bops on my hands,neck and legs... Haha... Glad to have survived that... Anyway, Tmr will be a great day again i guess! From now on, every sat night it's time for GOOD FOOD!!! And i guess i'm going to join fitness for my CCA... Good stuff i get to gain 2 in 1... I usually go gym like 2-3times a week and fitness CCA is to like go gym... Haha! Steady la! Maybe i'll join student council also since nth to do except erm... got hall talk... And i'll get 0.2 gpa points more if CCA gets A... Haha! So lets say if i get 0.2 for CCA + another 0.2 for council, = 0.4!!! If i get 3.2GPA for final year, total up will be 3.6!!! Can go poly!!!! YesssSS uh!!! Okay anyway, Goodnight to everyone... Take care and God bless... From now on, i guess life will be good... Unless those 3 ******* decided on some fuck up things again... Goodbye!

Labels: YES MOVING ON

I most prob wont be home today... So yeah...
Now i'm going to sch than maybe chaoing sch again and than go out somewhere alone... or maybe with someone... Not saying who but ya... Goodbye... Take care and God bless yeah...

Just came back from dinner with my family and quite afew church people with fr james...
Well these few days, i hardly sleep much... I know i close my eyes and i feel like i am sleeping...
But just these 2 days i cant sleep well... Like i sense very bad stuff happening... Take example yesterday morning i dream something very bad happened and i woke up feeling like something VERY bad is happening... that feeling was like someone was really in need of help... Or something really very bad is going to happened... Well today i took my afternoon nap again and somehow i had that same strong feeling... I everytime just cant sleep in peace idk why!!!! Someone help me?
I'm actually not in the mood to talk to anyone... so please dont talk to me these few days at least for your own good... Sorry and Goodbye...

I tried looking for a new blogskin but somehow it all sucks... shall go ask my friend how to make one and i shall create a 3d one for myself... Goodbye all...

Well today i skipped morning class cause i had a damn bad dream about something...
And well Idk what to say... It's somehow true alright...
After things that happened especially yesterday, i guess i finally learn that i have to let go...
And i am starting to i guess... This morning waking up feeling my heart became lighter, makes me feel better... It totally felt like when i left her the last time and my heart feel so light... Now's its almost the same, but not as light... But slowly and surely, Things will feel better i guess...
You can choose to hate me or not belive/have faith in me, but i choose to belive that sometimes things are really that coincidental... Since none of my reasons are valid or something which you will belive, I really do have nth to say... Belive it or not, whenever anyone say things about you, i always belive strongly that it is strongly coincidental and i will reason out with them if you do not belive, go ask anyone and really anyone if i ever once never did reason out with them why things happened... Because i have the faith in you... Now since that it is proven that you have no longer have any faith/trust in me and including so little love left, It is rather no point to continue anything... My heart has been set and my mind has been made... Well things are really gonna be though, but life still has to go on...
Sorry for whatever wrong that i've done or ruined especially to your friendship with others and the bond you had with your family.. I cant turn back time for you, but i can disappear from you... There really isnt much left that i could do... Because i really did everything for a reason...
I know that you will not belive in me but i really did everything for a reason... Once was more than enough to make so much changes... Now i know why sometimes people say you may never get a second chance... I admit that i once really gave up on you because of many reasons and you do know why... But after that strong determination and love you had for me, things changed and i change myself completely... It was a total wrong mistake to change cause now i know you like the old me... I really did try to change for the better... After each time we fought, i would think to myself how could i make this never to happen again... Thats why i am constantly changing whenever something happens...
Life will never be the same, But somethings still can be treasured...
As i've been saying,
"It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow, I can't believe that I stayed till today"
So this time, it may be true that i will be gone and move on... Whatever it is, i dont wish to fear it anymore... If that dream is really meant to happen, no matter how much i try to avoide it, it will still happen.. Because the only way for it not to happen is for us to fight everything together...
Anyway, after such a long time, today during class i feel like so much things changed... I feel like i am able to not think of her so much anymore... i guess it's because it has actually come to a point where i have to let go... Goodbye is all i can say and Take good care of yourself...

For the past 1 week i guess, my body tempreture has been rather low... I dropped by 1.0 it was originally 37.0-37.4 But now it's like around 36.0-3.63? But mostly 36.0... I dont know if my body has become weaker or not but i think it has.. Anyway, Sch work sucks quite bad... Lots or project and work to do... Idk how am i going to complete it, but i have to... So yeah... i'm off the climb stairs and go running... So yeah Goodbye all...

I hate people who ignores my msg or msg me half way and died...

Hey guys... sorry for closing down my blog k? since there's quite afew of you who complained, than fine... i shall open it back again... Firstly i will be changing my blogskin cause it no longer has a meaning... Next will be some other things... Life has to go on... Things has to change... And So must i... Well today practically wasted my whole day at home than Thank God emman call me out at like 6.30? so went to get ready and brought them to my secret place to eat... Damn shiok! And they agree with me... me emman and murphy... we just ate $3 and it's like our tummy wanna explode le.. Haha... Shiok plus cheap where to find? Anyway, Man Utd won! YEAH! i cheer for them cause Liverpool didnt get the championship!!! YEAH! Anyway, Thats about it...
Monday's napfa... I'll try my fking best to beat me own fking 2.4km record of 10mins 11secs... If i can hit 8mins plus, I'll be damn fking happy! I will be heading to the gym for at least 2-3days a week from now on... But i plan to go 5 days a week... Some people say i shrink alot? But i will grow back again! But somehow the more i train the smaller i become... LOL! Anyway, Tmr i'm serving 9am than got training than got SOCCER!!!!!! I'll do my kung fu kick again! Dont care monday napfa how to survive but I WILL FKING DO IT! Yeah!
I have been getting C for my grades in sch... But i have so much determination in me that i keep redoing it for like 2 weeks straight and i finally got a B+!!!! Hoping to get an A but the standard if FKING HIGH! Alright boys, Goodbye all...
See ya'll soon... Anything can call me out to do work also can... ((: Just that i arent so rich to go eat so often anymore....
My Plans for the week...
Monday- Napfa! Than after that CHEONG GYM!
Tuesday- 2.4km jog/run Than GYM!!!
Wednesday- Gym!!! Maybe wear my leg weights to climb stairs like crazy!
Thursday - 2.4km and GYM!!!
Friday - Maybe rest day cause gym close at 1pm... )):
Saturday - Finally! go learn MMA from my friend friend! Yeah!!!
Sunday - Soccer match against Nativity!!!

I'm sorry that i never listen to you guys even when you told me to k?
This time i will really leave... For good...
It is set to let go and move on...
Life will never be like the same as last time...
Things will never be the same...
Goodbye...

k... This Song, well it meant something to me bah...
So decided to blog it... Go listen and read the lyrics...



You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause it's too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
We know you
No matter what you say

It's alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry

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