This week is really flying so fast... ): Oh my...
Tmr's wed, than thursday comes than friday's here and the weekend yet again...
Woah woah woah!!!!
Okay lets start with what happened on monday first...
Monday~ Overslept and therefore decided not to go sch... Than went to compass at 12.45 to meet emman to makan... Than went to help uncle chris at tuas! About 6pm finish everything there... Than went to AMK to eat indian food... Those who went the other time, you should know where... It's damn good i tell you... Who wanna go eat Indian food!!! Si beh shiok!!!! It's worth the money too!!!! Especially the indian rojak... Solid!!!!!!! Than finish makan at about 8plus... Reach home about coming to 9pm... Was planning to go out again, but couldnt take it... my body all aching like crazy... Especially my legs... I push it so much, when i was putting soap while bathing, it hurts!!! Thats how bad it was... Than slept early last night about 11pm...
Tuesday~ which is today, overslept again! At first i woke up before my alarm rang... so decided to sleep cause i thought it was only 6plus going 7... So slept... but somehow ended up sleep till 8.01am!!! Screwed! LOL! Than faster chiong bath and get ready go sch... Reached at 9.50am... Late by 50mins, but guess what?!?!?!? HENG SIA! my teacher on leave... so my CA take over... He gave us till 11am to study for our test... And i was so crazy about it that i didnt know what to study for i humptum everything but couldnt remember a shit... Than When test paper came, WOAH! Thank God, it was exactly the same as what i just copied! So i tried my best to remember all the answers... Currently, only got 1 wrong... But at most 5 wrong i guess... Total got 25 questions... How lucky was that? Thank God sia... ((:
Than finish my test in 15mins... suppose to be 1hr paper... hahaha...
Than break from 11.15-1pm... But at 11.45am i done makan le, so next lesson was lab, so all went to play L4D!!!!!! LOL! Till about 2pm... But about 1.15pm i cannot take it than slept till about 1.45pm... Than from 2-3pm, was break... sian went to makan again... LOL! Fat already... Hahaha... Than 3-5.45pm was lesson... I tell you, Hitch is a freaking good movie... Just the ending few mins maybe not la... LOL! SO WATCH IT IF YOU CAN!!! It's like maybe i learn something from it... But just i cant apply it in my life for now... Or maybe abit too late... Anw, decided to drop my that lesson's project cause i couldnt take it... Too siong already the amount of projects i have and the close deadlines... After sch, met emman and took bus back tgt... But so happen amelia was on the bus, so she ask to makan... So we went to makan with her near Serangoon JC there... Talk talk and relax... Than i bought dinner back for my family... Reached home about 7.15pm... And yeah... Thats about it...
Currently, this is how my next few days are gonna be so yeah...
Wed, Tmr~ Morning 9am start, but reach about 9.45am... Than start running for about 2.4-5km depending on my leg... Than go gym... till about 11.30/12pm... Than 2nd lesson draw draw draw till like crazy... Hopefully can do finish most of it... Lesson end at 4pm, meet emman and come back home, do work... AND I MUST COMPLETE 3 projects by tmr!!! If not I fail my course le!
Thursday~ 1 lesson only... From 9am-12pm... Si beh siong! Handing up of the 3 projects on that day! and THATS IT! Than have to start on my next sub project... MUST do finish by friday!!! If not die!!! But thursday night most prob going to watch Final Destination 3D!!!!!!!!! STEADY LA! IT'S STRICTLY NOT FOR THE WEAK HEART!!! But it's open to the floor on who wanna join us! Me and emman going... Hahaha... Should be watching the 9.10-9.30pm movie... At cinie... Cause there got more FEEL!!!!!!
Friday~ Fierce! 1 lesson only from 9-1pm... During that lesson, HAVE TO COMPLETE another project already!!!!
Next monday, another deadline for another project,
wednesday, another deadline for another project...
I remember got another 1 more project... But i forgot what and when to hand up... But i know soon... So i'm so dead... Hahaha... okay... Goodbye all...
This week is so gonna fly so damn fast!
Next week too!!!!
Cause next week mon sch till 10am only! Anyone wanna go out with me? Hahaha!
Tuesday No sch!!!! Anyone wanna go out too?!?!? hahaha!
wed-fri usually fly very fast... ((:
So yes, Thats about it, Mean while, all of you Take care and God bless...

I was suppose to blog about my week last week from where i left off... So here it is, from wed- today...
Wed morning had pe... As usual, i went late... like 45mins late? Haha... Went to gym cause this time lazy play soccer/basketball... Jog 3km on the machine and do some weights training... Rested, and went for drawing lesson... Started doing more of my overdue homework... I'm so dead... LOL!
Thursday, Had only 1 lesson... Draw and draw and draw... It was really fierce... Than went to makan with emman and his 2 friends... Than while he had his 2nd lesson, i stayed in sch alone to draw... Damn tough i tell you... I really wonder how am i going to survive through all these shit and pass them all up in time... Than went home after that... Changed and get ready, met emman and went to watch the proposal... Damn nice show... It's worth the money man! LOL! We watch the 9.10pm movie... until about 11pm... Than rushed down like crazy to su's house to wish the mum happy birthday...
Friday, Had a make up lesson... So morning i overslept... so didnt go... Went to cut my hair, than went to sch for make up lesson... After lesson, rushed to orchard central to get our ear pierced, than went to novena... This week, i failed to attend the mass there... )): But still i went at least... Prayed for awhile and left... Went to su's place again cause i promised i would be back...
Sat, Fell ill in the middle of the night... Forced myself to get back to rest cause i knew if i were to last through the day, i must rest... So finally got up at 9.30am but couldnt get off the bed cause was really weak... Finally pushed myself off at 9.41am... It was really tough... Took a hot bath and rushed to church with my breakfast... Reached at 10.31am... Late but i guess many were late too? and there were nth much to do... Force myself to makan and drink... Than everything started at 11.30am? Register and stuff... Than classroom sharings and talks... Opened up part of my life past and present... Than dinner time didnt managed to eat much... maybe 5-6mouth? the rest gave emman... LOL! I just couldnt eat... I didnt felt like going for the 2nd part but i just force myself once again... Went there, right from the start of the P&W, i already wanted to cry so badly... But i held on so strong i didnt wanna even let a tear stream down my face... Throughout the whole rally, there were countless number of times how much i really wanan just break down already... Tears were at the very end of my eyes... I was holding them back so hard i told myself WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I EVEN CRY FOR FUCK! I numb myself so bad, i push all my tears that was really gonna stream down... I dont wanna break down infront of anyone... But anyway, the rally was good i guess... Sing my heart out... Every song made many memories flash back... They hurt so much i really just wanna cry my whole heart out... The worst has yet to come... So i cant cry yet... After the rally, went back to church, final facil meeting and left to go makan... Came home about 1am, bath and knock out...
Sunday, went for 11am mass, but this time round, i couldnt feel God's presence... Or maybe my faith isnt there at that point of time... I was even thinking of running away from church during homily... I went out to sit down and many things went through my mind... and i couldnt stop it... But something happened, and i managed to stop thinking... Went back in and attended... After mass, went to RVM to makan, than went for saas meeting...
After meeting, came home to change and went for SOCCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shiok to the max... I tell you, i ran for my life man! And everyone could tell i was running like crazy! i can hit at least 5km with what i ran man fk! Even when it seems almost impossible to run back in time, i always made it and do what i have to... I ran every single shit out... Gave my best and all i could... It was the best run ever since idk when... Really... Thank you God...
After soccer, went home bath and went compass eat... Slack for awhile thereafter, and went to meet aunty... It was a long talk... Didnt expect it to last till so late... i was just expecting it to like last for only 10-15mins? But ended up maybe 2-3hrs... Than cab home and knock out! KO!
Slept till 7.01am... Find it too early and slept till 7.30am... Couldnt get off and slept till maybe 10am? LOL! Shit ballz... Missed sch today! FUCK! now my 8 projects are so gonna die! SCREWED!
I thought about it last night... If i carry on doing my work at this paste, i am so not gonna complete it in time... Cause this week alone got so many that is final deadline! FUCK!
And what a nice start, the very next day which is today, i missed sch! FUCK!
SCREWED!
I wanted to back out for sat's dyd and people said i should too... But just somehow something push me and made me go and not back out... Really it was like a miracle... But yes i didnt regret it cause it helped me alot... And i thank you God for it... ((:
Anw, it's 12.07 now... and i got to go get ready... I need to go settle some major things!
I'll see ya'll around... Goodbye take care and God bless...
And i like my piercing! Hahaha! Bye bye! ((:

This whole week was really shiong... Teared, injured, cried, and hurt... Laugh, joke, enjoyed, smile... Many things happened...
So yes, shall blog about the week tmr or maybe sunday... I'm rather tired now...
Today was tough, but i'm glad i managed to hold strong and not break down... I only shed a tear and thats all... I told myself i wont cry anymore, and yes i wont... So ya... Talked some things out again, but hopefully they'll listen this time... I'm off to bath and sleep... Goodnight everyone...
I Cut my hair... and ahem... Hahaha... if you see me than you'll know... LOL!
Goodbye everyone... enjoy your day... see you around... God bless...

I am sad... Pray for my mum please... Thank you...

Hello boys and girls... Decided to come back and blog again since i've nth to do now and things are getting better...
So yes... This is what happened for today...
Last night had a tough time... Not saying why...
Throughout my whole sleep last night, It was damn bad... Never once managed to even rest in peace... So many things was running through my mind i dream of so many things too... Now i know there's so so much things in my mind at every second... Really alot of flashes and zooms... Finally managed to get off my bed at 9.10am... Was in no good state at all... My whole body felt so drained out... Pushed myself to go have a hot bath... But thereafter, nth seems to be better... So decided to give the 1st lesson a miss 1st... At about 11, I became better... Managed to recharge abit, maybe it's cause i prayed about it... Than went to sch... Was thinking many times if i should go gym still or not cause suppose to go gym with my classmate's and emman... Decided to take the risk and pump... And I guess it's good that i went gym... Though it may drain me out for a moment, but throughout the wholeday, i guess my energy level managed to hold still enough for my to pull through? 2nd lesson was at 1pm... but went only at 1.30pm cause was in gym... Than 2pm ended, ate a whole lot of stuff... I know i needed alot of energy so i ate lots of noodle, plus bread and drink alot of juice, green tea and water... 3pm was the next lesson... It was a good lesson i guess... Cause it was about dating... The teacher showed a movie about it... I learnt somethings... ((: Haha... Than it managed to make my class hyper again and even into about it... I guess they're better now... So Yes, it makes me better too cause i was finding it really tough yesterday... Haha... Even when class was dismiss at 5.30pm, they still didnt wanna leave at all... I couldnt really be bothered to watch further cause emman was waiting for me since 4.50? So yes took bus 80 home... Stand all the way and change bus at rivervale plaza... Got home at about 6.30pm? BS with my friends till about 8... Makan and here i am...
Today i took up another project... It's really fierce now... I'm pushing myself to the limit to just bombart my time all away... Keep everything to distract me from anything even... This project is my another sub's optional project... But if i managed to do it well and win something, i wont have to do my next year's project and better still, Score an A for it... Yeah! So currently, i have 6 deadly projects in hand... 1 by this friday, 2 by next week friday, 3 by sept 2nd! So yes, i'm dead! Cause all these projects are so gonna kill me and all my time... I can do till even past midnight and i have to still be working on it... I'm blogging now cause i've just eaten finish and i dont have any mood or ideas to draw or do anything... It's really tough... And many people from my class are most prob gonna get debart... So yeah... Gonna miss them...
I've decided to take up this 42km jog/run thing... Idk if it's good or it's bad but in the good way, i'll be physically fitter and it's a good training for my track and field thing if i wanna get in... The bad is that, i fear to collaps cause my heart might fail me... I've never done 42km before... At most was 10km and i wanna die already... But nvm, i shall give it a try... So yes Take care and God bless everyone...
So now this is what Glenn lim have to do...
1. 5 deadly projects!
2. 42km run!
3. Get through all these shit!
4. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ This one i think only emman know's maybe daryl too...
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May God help and guide me through it all... ((:
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Goodbye everyone... ((:

Got so many things happened... So much things in my head... So much things i wanna blog... But just i dont really have much strength to blog... Class today was abit down... So many ppl sad, cried, angry, left, and many more things happened... Dear God, i hope things will get better soon... Cause each time all these happens, I'll recall alot of bad memories...
Today woke up late... Or maybe i choose to... Last night my leg was hurting quite bad... I thought i couldnt go to sch today... But amazingly, prayers do work... (: Woke up at 8.20am when lesson starts at 9am? haha.. Than bath and left house at 9.07am? Met emman and went sch tgt... Reached at about 10.15am with no work done yet again... So many things happened... Or maybe too many... I'm trying my best to be strong at one time, and on the other hand, i'm trying my best to help as many people as possible... It's the hardest i know... But it's a challenge alright... If i'm able to get over all these shit, i'm sure i'll be able to get over things faster or at least it'll help me to be a stronger person... Idk if it's good or bad, cause sometimes i think i'm numb-ing myself from all emotions... But i hope it's not cause people say that i'm happier now... Spend my whole day during my 2 lessons not doing any work at all but trying my best to help around and be myself and be strong at the same time... Sorry teacher... I've got till end of this week for 1 big overdue project, next week i got another big project which just started today which weights 40% of 1st sem... And currently i got another sub's Assignment in hand which due's on 2nd sept... But that one is really tough... I cant seems to be able to start on it... Cause there's just too much work and things going on and around... God, It's a wrong time for a challenge, But maybe you're helping me in a good way... I trust in you and have faith that whatever you're putting me through, i'll be a better and stronger person in the future for sure... So Lord, i sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart first... Be it whether i break down in the furture or not, i know you will help me through it all... Sch ended at 5.30pm today... Reached home at about 7pm cause had to buy dinner back... I was so worn out and so many things was running through my mind even throughout the whole day, that i didnt even wanna use the com or play games... I just wanna sit down on my sofa and just relax and try end the day in peace now, getting ready for the next battle tomorrow... I dont know whats in for tomorrow, but i'm sure it's gonna be tougher... Seeing tears coming down from people's face is really hard to overcome and to even help them... Cause i dont know why, but i'm sure i will break down one day... I'm just waiting for when...
So many things have happened, that i really wish i will never turn back or even look back now... Facing it all would be so tough now... So i guess maybe running away from it all my life would be best... I've managed to come to a conclusion that i shouldnt be coming online or facebook anymore... So i'm going to stop it all from effect from today... So all that i may do is blog and thats it... At most to most i'll be online only once ot twice a week... And thats most likely late friday night or just sat night... thats all.... So yes Goodbye all, And i hope all of you will know how to take care of yourselves... Cause i know many of you may be going through the toughtest times now but just to let you know, even though i may not be there physically for you, but i will be there just a msg or phone call away and this is for all of you alright? Now, Boys and girls, Go pray for your blessings and guidence Never give up you faith of hope in God... Cause he'll always be there to help you through... Take care guys... Goodbye... God Bless...

And for the 1st time, i didnt go to the gym and neither did my classmates...
But amazingly, i can feel my whole body aching... Guess i'm really worn out... Goodbye now all...

Hello everyone... ((: Or should i say dear blog readers... Hahaha...
Ehh i shall blog about this week first than end with what happen today alright? ((:
Basically monday passed super fast... It was a public holiday... spend my day at home with BS... LOL!
Tuesday happened to be quite fun in sch... so ended 545 and BS companied me till the night too... LOL!
Wednesday, If i remember correctly, something happened... but i just cant remember what... But nvm, than wednesday passed quite fast too... Cause had PE! The person whom i injured last week was quite alright and managed to play this week... Haha... But this time, he came back for revenge and accidentally hit the ball on my side back... FKING pain i tell you! Than after awhile it was ok... Than went to gym awhile only cause was injured... Than was drawing lesson... I told myself that i must start doing all my overdue work le... Cause this cannot carry on... (Everytime i'll chao class or sleep thats why... Hahaha) I have to hand it all up by this friday if not i'm dead! I mean really dead!
My other sub also damn siao... One overdue assignment which is really heiong... And one current project in hand which is my Final sem pro... I havent even started!!!! I need to design a character... )): Fk! I'm not a cartoon person man... I wanna change course!!!! Haha... oh well...
Anyway, to get back to the days, thursday only had one lesson which was drawing... didnt managed to draw anything much cause i just cant seems to push myself on that day...
Friday chao sch cause i didnt do my work... LOL! Emman chao too... My small bro chao too... 2nd bro took leave too... LOL! Than evening went to novena for mass... I thought i was like late for mass? Cause on normal friday's, the mass there starts at 6.30 and ends about 7pm... But i reached there like 6.47pm? LOL! and by God's will, mass for that day was 7-8pm! Hahaha... Yeah! ((: Than attended mass than came back home... Makan... Played bs till 11plus... Than Went out cause didnt wanna stay home... Came back about 2plus 3... Slept...
As for saturday, Bs companied me for half the day and went to town from 7plus-12plus... Reached home shower and knock out le... LOL!
Sunday, thats today, It's the bomb i tell you... LOL!
Wanna know why? LOL! CAUSE I DIDNT SPEND A CENT TODAY!!!! IN DUNNO HOW MANY MONTHS OR YEARS I DIDNT SPEND A CENT FOR THE WHOLE DAY AT ALL!!!! Hahaha... This is just partially why only...
Than morning woke up... Bath and went for 11am mass... After mass had lunch at bedok with my dad and 2 bro's... Shiok i tell you the chicken rice and turtle soup there! Hahaha... There after, went for soccer! SUPER SHIOK!!!!!!
First few games win and lose... But the last 4 games straight in a row, we won all without even stepping out of the court! LOL! Today is the 1st time i scored so many goals in my life! LOL! We trash them like crazy la... Play a fool also can win... LOL! But sadly, i injured my wrist quite badly... There's lots of scratches... Si beh pain i tell you! My both legs 3 toes each all blisters till skin tear... When bathing FKING burning! And while playing soccer, i twisted my right ankle too... Now it's hurting quite bad... )): After soccer, came home bath and went for Thanks giving dinner... The fish was damn good i tell you... Shiok! LOL! Erm... besides that, was quite boring and ok la... After everything ended, left for somewhere to do something... And finally came home about 10.50? Bath and here i am! ((:
Okay... Tmr's both lesson are both overdue works! I'm SCREWED! LOL! Goodbye everyone... I'm off to sleep! And see ya'll around if i do know you or if you do know me... Hahaha! Goodbye... ((:
The next 2-5 weeks is gonna past so damn fast! Cause in 2-3weeks time, sch's ending... Than finding job time is here... Yeah! Money money money!!! ((:
I still havent decide to pierce ear or not... So how now brown cow? )): LOL!

It's been 2 days since i've been having this feeling... I dont see any good coming... and i fear the worst each time this happens... I dont know whats going to happen this time, but i just hope you wont take her away... Yes Lord, i thank you for blessing her to be better... I know i promised you something, i'll try my best to make sure it never happens... I never did fail for the past few weeks... But Lord, during the next 2-5weeks it'll really be passing fast... So i do hope i can squeeze in the time to stop and put everything aside and come before you once again for you to bless and guide me through each and every day of life..
I know whats gonna happen and i know how to prevent it... But i just cant say a word...

I've been listening to this song - Straight through my heart by backstreet boys almost every morning or whenever i'm bored... It's nice... Ya'll should go listen... ((: I like it alot... Okay Goodnight everyone...

Thank you Lord,
though it may hurt, i am thankful for guiding me through..
I'm gone... Goodbye..

I just came back not long ago... Went out earlier on at about 11 plus... I didnt know what to do...
I pray and pray but still i dont know.. I'm tired and i'm gonna sleep...

Today's public holiday... Stayed at home the whole day today...
Morning slept till quite late... like 10am? i was shock when i saw the time when i got up...
Than played com and slack about at home doing stuff... Went out with my dad and 2nd bro for lunch at 12.15pm... Came home and slack about again... BS company me today... Today was not bad... Than ate durian till crazy... had 10 but only managed to finish 4? Haha! the rest still in it's shell! Hahaha... i'm sorta sick of it for now le... LOL!
I dont know what to do... But i'll listen to some of you for once and give it some time k? Till than, Goodbye...
Thanks guys for everything... i mean everyone... who played a part to entertain me... ((:
Tmr sch starts at 9 and ends at 5.45... )): What a long day to go...
Wed ownwards gotta come home late le... Cause emman know's why! Haha.. ((:
Goodbye world! See ya guys when i see you... ((:

Everything's just my fault k?
You blame me, my mum blame me, everyone blame me...
i shouldnt even care anymore everything i do also wrong

My back's killing me again!
Today is national day... and Me, i'm at home now...
Went for mass today... After mass went to compass to makan kfc only ate alittle...
Than came home... Currently i'm not feeling so well... Back's killing me plus my head's having on off fever... My hands can be cold any moment and could be normal the next... Oh well... Fuck the world! Once again, learn that from charles so anything, *hint* BLAME HIM! Hahaha!
okay i'm off now... Goodbye...
Later still gotta go out... Most prob going town... anyone wanna come? ((:
okay Goodbye guys...
And a Happy National Day! ((:

My daddy go out,
Mummy go church with small bro and gf,
2nd bro go learn driving than going out,
1st bro also out...
Left me alone at home... (I shall go out too and fuck the world!) ~learn the fuck the world from charles~ *hint* so anything blame him! Hahaha!
My back FUCKING PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
It's my spine thats hurting me like fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wish all these pain could just go away la...
I dont want to see doctor about my back cause i dont want to waste my money...
my parents wont pay... so ya...
I want to get a new wallet... my tore since weeks back...
I want to buy new clothes to forget the old memories...
I want to buy new shoes cause mine's starting to spoil...
I want to buy new sch bag cause i've been using my for years...
FUCK ALL THESE! Glenn lim dont even know if he have enough money to eat for next week...
How the hell did i even end up so poor also idk...
FUCKING BACK is hurting so damn much! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This CANNOT carry on!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This morning woke up at 8plus cause i had so much anger in me!!! Really so much till i was fking pissed!!!! I was literally hate-ing someone... It made me blew so sky high that i couldnt cool down even after 30min!!! Finally managed to sleep again at about 8.55am... Woke up at 10.30 by my dad to go down take food... I really dont know whats wrong... I cannot seems to control that anger i have in me anymore... It's gonna explode one day... And it might be real soon... God please help... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so fucking on off!!! I dont know whats wrong and it always just aims on the same few things and person!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!
I dont know what to do... I'm really drain out... My back hurts)): Fuck!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!
haix......... this really cant carry on... Goodbye...

I choose to ignore my feelings and senses cause it has reach a stage where you're taking advantage of it... So if you want things, speak up and not depend on me to listen to my senses... i knew something was happening but just i choose not to speak a word about it anymore...
At the rate things goes, i'm gonna hate you for life unless you speak up real soon and not wait for me to come to you... Cause never again will i be coming back... I'm gonna throw away everything on monday and delete whatever i have cause it's no point keeping from what i see... If you want, you work things out with me not me working things out... Goodbye... 2 days is all you've got!

Today was a boring day... Slack most of my day at home alone with BS...
Morning, got up at 7 but couldnt get off the bed so stayed on till 7.40am... Than went to get ready and off i went to sch... Left the house at about 8.40am cause i couldnt find a shirt... LOL!
Suppose to reach school by 8.30 but you know... As usual Glenn Lim's Always late for school... So i reach sch at about 9.20? Hahaha! Than slack awhile than it's GAMING TIME! Played facebook with some of my friends first... Than went to play L4D awhile and than Frozen throne! Than it was break than went to sit down slack... My classmates was power la... LOL! Not we win prize also just go up collect... Hahaha! Twice some more... LOL! Than after dismiss at about 11.30am... Came home at about 12.40? makan my macs... Than BS from 1.10-3pm? Went to get a afternoon nap since i'm damn worn out cause night cant really rest well too... Woke at about 5.30 and faster went to shower and off i left the house... I went to novena church alone today... Reached at 6.32pm! 2mins late but nvm la hor... better than not going... Than after mass, prayed awhile and went to AMK to buy my dinner... Chicken rice!!!! Shiok! ((: Than came home makan and BS again from like 9.45-10.45? Haha... I arent a addict... I'm just bored thats why...
Anw, mum i didnt tell you where i went and just said i was going out was cause i dont want you to know anything much... I didnt went out on a date... I went to pray for you... Even when you're scolding me so much i just shut up even though i didnt go out on a date at all... I just wanna live life quietly for now k? No more war no more gf's... i dont blame you cause i didnt tell you anything yet... My studies are going down... I owe the damn teacher lots of homework... Like maybe 6-8 pieces of drawings? And 1 overdue assignment which weighs 15%?
Idk how to handle it for now but i'm really trying my best to push myself le... Seeing so many things happening is really taking a toll over me... Maybe thats why the priest said to just let things be...
God, did you happen to give me another gift now? Why am i reading so many people's mind... Even random thoughts? Sometimes i dont even have to be with that person also i can know whats that person thinking or want to do...
The gift that i have is already making me very worn out... My back really hurts and i really just wanna take a day off to just have fun, be happy and go crazy... Whatever it is... I'm not asking for weeks or months... Some help here? I know you've been trying to make me happy through many ways God... But sometimes somethings are just meant to be so leave it alone k? I dont wish to further carry on anything that got to do with it as much as i wanna be angry about it, i cant but nvm i'll just let things be and continue with life alright? I'll continue to constantly pray... I'll try my very best to not skip even one friday to go novena k? I know i had a deal with you... But sometimes just give me a break? I know you got none... But try? When the time comes, i hope you'll let me know before it happens... I'm trying my best already...

I really dont know what to do already la fuck!
God, last night i had a dream... As much as i dont wish for it to happen, i can see it happening... Please help me here before something really happens... I really dont know... Are you giving me signs of what i should do? OR is it just i've been controlling too much? Last night was bad enough... I have been finding ways to let it out already... Please help here? My back has been hurting for quite sometime... I hope it'll be ok soon... I dont wish to carry on this battle... But why are you making me fight it still? I've already seen the future and know what'll happen... But why, why must you still want us all to suffer this way? Help us all please?

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Today woke up quite late for school cause i woke up afew times last night... Dont wanna say why, but i gave up holding my phone at 4plus A.M. and put it aside...
Went to sch and played soccer... Woah kena trash sia fk... Hahaha... Maybe cause we all 1st time play tgt la... not much team work and dont know what type of style and placing of ball each person wants... Hahaha... I injured someone's leg till quite bad today... he cant really walk properly after that... I also kena injured my hand kena cut... Hahaha! Thereafter, went to gym to meet up with the rest who i was suppose to gym with... They did good without me today... Hahaha... Did abit of weights and went down to makan... ((: After makan, got drawing lesson... but guess what? I didnt draw anything... Hahaha... Than makan again about 1 hr 40mins later... LOL! Than came back to class and sleep... LOL! Woke up at 3.15pm and class dismiss at 3.20! ((: Came home, use com awhile and went to climb stairs and running... Seriously i think i deprove alot... I better buck up if i wanna join the inter school track and field... But one thing to lose out is, I WILL SHRINK FURTHER!!!! )): idk how lei...
Rather than that, i've been home after sch most cause my mum's sickness is getting worst each day... Last night she went to see doctor... So i hope she'll get well soon... Please pray for her... Thanks...
This friday i'll be going to novena church for the 6.30pm mass again... Feel free to join me if ya'll want... Sms me if you're coming...

I'm so worn out physically... My body's aching and feeling the stretch even with the slightest movement at times... Both my sides at my waist are pulling quite bad... Even when i was resting in the afternoon just now i could feel it even when i'm asleep...
I just hope that by resting more, i will be better soon...
Tmr's lesson ends at 5.45... How sucky can it be? )):
My finger still hurts... Even better right? Sch ends at 545 plus finger still so bloody pain)):
IDK if i should still go ahead and pierce my ear since already so many shit going wrong...
My back spine hurts too...
I want/need a massage!!!!!!
My legs are getting weaker, but still can tahan at least...
Goodbye all... I'm off to play BS with deirdre le... Raph sleeping Chels resting Emman FLIRTING! HAHAHAH! LOL!

Hello peeps! My day has been okay i guess... Besides my cocky phone which is now ok... Like finally... LOL! Technology wanna play with me, i shall play with it... ((:
Anw, today served 11am mass and there after had lunch with the guys and abraham and henry...
Than went home to change and went SOCCER!!!! Balls it was quite fun today... But the fk-up thing is that my finger kena hit by the fking ball and it bleed!!!! Quite badly actually... Idk what to do besides just putting it under the tap and thats it... Hahaha! Now still got the blood stains but idk what to do le... Anyone knows?!?! Anw, After soccer went to plaza to watch them makan... Than slack awhile and I'm back home((: Had dinner and bath... Played BS with raph, emman, deirdre...
Now it's time to go bed i guess... ((: Goodnight guys! ((:
Great company today... Anyway, Thursday night me and emman going watch ice age 3... Anyone wanna come? It's just 6bucks... Most prob watching 6or 7plus movie... Cause somehow watching in the night got more feel... LOL! Okay... Msg me if ya'll want... Goodbye! ((:
I really need to do lots of work! If anyone wanna study or slack can call me! ((: I need destress too!
stupid drawing so damn hard... )): Okay okay i g2g sleep le... Goodbye... Here are the pic of my bloody tumb... OUCH! )):
Somehow the phone abit cock up still so forget about the pics... Sorry and Goodbye...

Dear God,
May whatever happens tomorrow be my final answer... Bless and guide me through each and everything so that in life, i would regret no more... Especially tomorrow's decision...

God, i dont know what to do... please help me...

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