Saturday, June 13, 2009
idk is it for me?
i hate it being hot and cold...
Soon time will flyby...
Whatever that i'm predicting it's sure getting closer alright...
2-6more months... And i'll see if it all does happens as predict...
Within the next month itself would be alot to handle and many things would come true...
hot or cold... irdk...
i really cant decide... If according to what i predict than fuck it le bah...
I'll just have to accept it and ya... 2-6more months...
I really dont know to wish for that time to never come or to faster come...
When cant just time stop at the best moment of your life?
Times where you treasure the most and enjoy yourself most with your love ones...
Fuck it all... So many people got so many powers but what can we all do about it?!?
SO WHAT SO WHAT SO WHAT!!!
i really dont know what to do... Dear God, please guide me as i live through day by day to be strong and positive, knowing what i'm doing and do it right so that i would not regret anymore... I still do not really get your msg... So please i hope you do help me and let me know more and how to tackle/handle it in the calm-est way possible or in the best way possible bah...
Amen...
Anyway, life has been quite good i must say... have been enjoying myself alot lately...
Spending alot of quality time and treasuring moments which i have been enjoying alot...
It has lighten up alot of things for me... And life's pretty good now i must say... Except the fact that i just need more time to decide on some things.. Tmr's gonna be a boring day but i'll see what do i have to do... Next week is really gonna be damn pack... Actually for the whole of this month and next month... Schedules will be really crazy and pack... Lots of stuff to do and settle... Maybe this is one way good bah... I really dont know how to accept things anymore... So maybe yes God has really been helping me... But is this the answer that i'm suppose to get? I really just have to wait awhile more till i get to know bah... within this period of time i should get my answer... or should i say i will/must get my answer... It's already half way there... So yeah... Goodbye one and all... Take care and God bless...
5:47 PM
goodbye...