Thursday, July 2, 2009
I had a really tough night last night...
3nights in a row le...
(Just this time it's abit different...)I just hope things can calm down soon...
I wanna put a bomb on my chest and explode it... Cause thats how tight it feels!
I find it very tough to just continue what i'm doing now... I keep falling sick on and off...
One moment my body temperature can be hot and i can feel myself breathing out hot air...
The next moment is i can be damn cold... So cold that my hand can just change to like it's ice cold...
There's so many more... I dont want to say anymore... I just need a break from all these... Give me what i need, and all i need is time and fun... AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do ask me out if you want to or feel like... no matter who... As long as it's nth stressing can le... Go play, makan or whatever... I just dont want to stay at home so often for the time being...
Sch's starting next week and i have a feeling that things will no longer be how it used to be anymore with my outside life... My chest is super tight and i have enough of blogging... I just wanna get out...
Honestly, i miss you and your hugs like crazy...
11:52 AM
goodbye...