Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Today woke up quite late for school cause i woke up afew times last night... Dont wanna say why, but i gave up holding my phone at 4plus A.M. and put it aside...
Went to sch and played soccer... Woah kena trash sia fk... Hahaha... Maybe cause we all 1st time play tgt la... not much team work and dont know what type of style and placing of ball each person wants... Hahaha... I injured someone's leg till quite bad today... he cant really walk properly after that... I also kena injured my hand kena cut... Hahaha! Thereafter, went to gym to meet up with the rest who i was suppose to gym with... They did good without me today... Hahaha... Did abit of weights and went down to makan... ((: After makan, got drawing lesson... but guess what? I didnt draw anything... Hahaha... Than makan again about 1 hr 40mins later... LOL! Than came back to class and sleep... LOL! Woke up at 3.15pm and class dismiss at 3.20! ((: Came home, use com awhile and went to climb stairs and running... Seriously i think i deprove alot... I better buck up if i wanna join the inter school track and field... But one thing to lose out is, I WILL SHRINK FURTHER!!!! )): idk how lei...
Rather than that, i've been home after sch most cause my mum's sickness is getting worst each day... Last night she went to see doctor... So i hope she'll get well soon...
Please pray for her... Thanks...
This friday i'll be going to novena church for the 6.30pm mass again... Feel free to join me if ya'll want... Sms me if you're coming...
I dont really know how to treat you or how to handle you... I dont know what else to expect from you... But i know you basically told me nth?!? What i know is what i think or what i feel only... God can only help me/us this much and the rest is up to you... You wont know how it feels and hard it is to think through each and everything for an answer by MYSELF for so damn bloody long... You dont know how confuse i am! I still really dont know to just wait and TRY be normal, or just try my best to just forget you... I have no answers at all really none... Yes, we may have talked and settle to be friends... But you not telling me if you would be back or what makes me really confuse and lost... One moment its this and the next moment, you're that... I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE CAN I DO... God, Please help me once more... Amen...
7:23 PM
goodbye...