Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Hello boys and girls... Decided to come back and blog again since i've nth to do now and things are getting better...
So yes... This is what happened for today...
Last night had a tough time... Not saying why...
Throughout my whole sleep last night, It was damn bad... Never once managed to even rest in peace... So many things was running through my mind i dream of so many things too... Now i know there's so so much things in my mind at every second... Really alot of flashes and zooms... Finally managed to get off my bed at 9.10am... Was in no good state at all... My whole body felt so drained out... Pushed myself to go have a hot bath... But thereafter, nth seems to be better... So decided to give the 1st lesson a miss 1st... At about 11, I became better... Managed to recharge abit, maybe it's cause i prayed about it... Than went to sch... Was thinking many times if i should go gym still or not cause suppose to go gym with my classmate's and emman... Decided to take the risk and pump... And I guess it's good that i went gym... Though it may drain me out for a moment, but throughout the wholeday, i guess my energy level managed to hold still enough for my to pull through? 2nd lesson was at 1pm... but went only at 1.30pm cause was in gym... Than 2pm ended, ate a whole lot of stuff... I know i needed alot of energy so i ate lots of noodle, plus bread and drink alot of juice, green tea and water... 3pm was the next lesson... It was a good lesson i guess... Cause it was about dating... The teacher showed a movie about it... I learnt somethings... ((: Haha... Than it managed to make my class hyper again and even into about it... I guess they're better now... So Yes, it makes me better too cause i was finding it really tough yesterday... Haha... Even when class was dismiss at 5.30pm, they still didnt wanna leave at all... I couldnt really be bothered to watch further cause emman was waiting for me since 4.50? So yes took bus 80 home... Stand all the way and change bus at rivervale plaza... Got home at about 6.30pm? BS with my friends till about 8... Makan and here i am...
Today i took up another project... It's really fierce now... I'm pushing myself to the limit to just bombart my time all away... Keep everything to distract me from anything even... This project is my another sub's optional project... But if i managed to do it well and win something, i wont have to do my next year's project and better still, Score an A for it... Yeah! So currently, i have 6 deadly projects in hand... 1 by this friday, 2 by next week friday, 3 by sept 2nd! So yes, i'm dead! Cause all these projects are so gonna kill me and all my time... I can do till even past midnight and i have to still be working on it... I'm blogging now cause i've just eaten finish and i dont have any mood or ideas to draw or do anything... It's really tough... And many people from my class are most prob gonna get debart... So yeah... Gonna miss them...
I've decided to take up this 42km jog/run thing... Idk if it's good or it's bad but in the good way, i'll be physically fitter and it's a good training for my track and field thing if i wanna get in... The bad is that, i fear to collaps cause my heart might fail me... I've never done 42km before... At most was 10km and i wanna die already... But nvm, i shall give it a try... So yes Take care and God bless everyone...
So now this is what Glenn lim have to do...
1. 5 deadly projects!
2. 42km run!
3. Get through all these shit!
4. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ This one i think only emman know's maybe daryl too...
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May God help and guide me through it all... ((:
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Goodbye everyone... ((:
Vroom Vroom Peeep Peeep!
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8:49 PM
goodbye...