Saturday, August 8, 2009
This CANNOT carry on!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This morning woke up at 8plus cause i had so much anger in me!!! Really so much till i was fking pissed!!!! I was literally hate-ing someone... It made me blew so sky high that i couldnt cool down even after 30min!!! Finally managed to sleep again at about 8.55am... Woke up at 10.30 by my dad to go down take food... I really dont know whats wrong... I cannot seems to control that anger i have in me anymore... It's gonna explode one day... And it might be real soon... God please help... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so fucking on off!!! I dont know whats wrong and it always just aims on the same few things and person!!!! FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!
I dont know what to do... I'm really drain out... My back hurts)): Fuck!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!
haix......... this really cant carry on... Goodbye...
I choose to ignore my feelings and senses cause it has reach a stage where you're taking advantage of it... So if you want things, speak up and not depend on me to listen to my senses... i knew something was happening but just i choose not to speak a word about it anymore...
At the rate things goes, i'm gonna hate you for life unless you speak up real soon and not wait for me to come to you... Cause never again will i be coming back... I'm gonna throw away everything on monday and delete whatever i have cause it's no point keeping from what i see... If you want, you work things out with me not me working things out... Goodbye... 2 days is all you've got!I wish to get over things right now!
10:55 AM
goodbye...