Friday, August 7, 2009
Today was a boring day... Slack most of my day at home alone with BS...
Morning, got up at 7 but couldnt get off the bed so stayed on till 7.40am... Than went to get ready and off i went to sch... Left the house at about 8.40am cause i couldnt find a shirt... LOL!
Suppose to reach school by 8.30 but you know... As usual Glenn Lim's Always late for school... So i reach sch at about 9.20? Hahaha! Than slack awhile than it's GAMING TIME! Played facebook with some of my friends first... Than went to play L4D awhile and than Frozen throne! Than it was break than went to sit down slack... My classmates was power la... LOL! Not we win prize also just go up collect... Hahaha! Twice some more... LOL! Than after dismiss at about 11.30am... Came home at about 12.40? makan my macs... Than BS from 1.10-3pm? Went to get a afternoon nap since i'm damn worn out cause night cant really rest well too... Woke at about 5.30 and faster went to shower and off i left the house... I went to novena church alone today... Reached at 6.32pm! 2mins late but nvm la hor... better than not going... Than after mass, prayed awhile and went to AMK to buy my dinner... Chicken rice!!!! Shiok! ((: Than came home makan and BS again from like 9.45-10.45? Haha... I arent a addict... I'm just bored thats why...
Anw, mum i didnt tell you where i went and just said i was going out was cause i dont want you to know anything much... I didnt went out on a date... I went to pray for you... Even when you're scolding me so much i just shut up even though i didnt go out on a date at all... I just wanna live life quietly for now k? No more war no more gf's... i dont blame you cause i didnt tell you anything yet... My studies are going down... I owe the damn teacher lots of homework... Like maybe 6-8 pieces of drawings? And 1 overdue assignment which weighs 15%?
Idk how to handle it for now but i'm really trying my best to push myself le... Seeing so many things happening is really taking a toll over me... Maybe thats why the priest said to just let things be...
God, did you happen to give me another gift now? Why am i reading so many people's mind... Even random thoughts? Sometimes i dont even have to be with that person also i can know whats that person thinking or want to do...
The gift that i have is already making me very worn out... My back really hurts and i really just wanna take a day off to just have fun, be happy and go crazy... Whatever it is... I'm not asking for weeks or months... Some help here? I know you've been trying to make me happy through many ways God... But sometimes somethings are just meant to be so leave it alone k? I dont wish to further carry on anything that got to do with it as much as i wanna be angry about it, i cant but nvm i'll just let things be and continue with life alright? I'll continue to constantly pray... I'll try my very best to not skip even one friday to go novena k? I know i had a deal with you... But sometimes just give me a break? I know you got none... But try? When the time comes, i hope you'll let me know before it happens... I'm trying my best already...
And God, regarding what i've been praying for, i hope you'll bless and guide me... Thank you...
10:57 PM
goodbye...