Thursday, November 5, 2009
idk why cant u belive me? You ask me questions and i tell you the truth, but just why wouldnt you belive me? Since young, you've always been like that to me... WHY! Always blaming me for things i didnt do... Always 1st in your mind when something spoils, Always 1st in your mind when you need help... Anything bad happens or anything that spoils, you just blame me without even asking the rest... And even when i tell you i didnt, or it isnt me, you'll never belive me till someone owns up... WHY! Why must you always make me fucking pissed! why... The world out there, all they care is themselves... Have you ever thought about the other person's feelings? Fucking selfish! Tell me since when did you ever though about MY FEELINGS when you did something to me? All you care about is yourself and still raise your voice when i just raise my alittle... You even fucking slam things acting like you're all right... WHAT ABOUT ME? Have you thought about that? Fuck all that k... I havent been in the best of mood cause i'm going through quite a shit k... And sch's fucking fucked up! Trying my best to run away from all the teachers cause the assignments are never ending! FUCK! You dont know the feeling of whats life now k... It's screwed k and i chose this road myself few months ago... And now, I WANT TO FUCKING U TURN AND I'M GOING TO DO THAT! I'm going to live my life of who i am and what i'm happy with knowing that i'll never regret anything anymore when i look back in the past next time... YES!
Sometimes, i get blaimed for things that are misunderstandings from my actions... Even if it means out of goodwill, in some others eyes, you maybe up to no good and they're trying to think what evil things are you up to next... Well, i've always lived life to the fullest and i always help others with my fullest heart... So incase if anything that happens and you ever have the impression or thought that i've done/doing something bad, come clarify it with me anytime, cause for sure it aint something bad... Yes, thats about it... Rather that all these, i've been falling sick for the past 2 weeks... Everything on off... fever, flu, rashes, cough, shorness in breath...
Okay everyone, i'm off... Goodbye... Take care and God bless everyone... (:
9:21 PM
goodbye...